Today I came across this article.
Its the type of articles that you read saying inside your head ''me too!!'' all the way along.
God how great to find that someone else has written such a thing. You know then that what you felt is so normal because apparently someone else had the same feelings and went through the same procedure. But most of all , I love those articles because they arrange the mess of ideas that I could not arrange inside my own head.
Its pretty funny you know, because this time I passed through this procedure in less than 24 hours -maybe less- and I went through all stages with the least amount of emotions. Its pretty weird though ,,, why did I get over Spain that easily this time , although I was depressed for whole 3 months the first time?
Is is possible that I was not satisfied there?
The First time I went to Jordan University ever since I came back , I was walking on the sidewalk and I thought to myself: "I am the happiest person on Earth'' , then I though to myself: "It has been so long since I last felt that" .... I used to repeat the phrase to myself , but I knew that I did not feel it.
Here , while I was walking on the ugly sidewalk where I have been a Zillion times before , I felt simply happy.
Maybe this is the thing with my life in Jordan. I do the same things everyday but It feels like the first time ALWAYS!!!!
I Love being back.