My house: Is not the one :s

Ok ,, I went to the house , I spent the evening , ate my food spent the night watching neighbors and slept the rest of the time.

Then I had a funny feeling : The house is just disgusting and the amount of effort I should put in cleaning it is better put in another thing. Things happened with Alaa's mum and so I was sure that its not the one for me.

I so desperately wanted it to work out but it did not,,, It did not