Monday, August 31, 2009
Saturday, August 29, 2009
Afterwards we had a tiny break to get ready for Iftar. God!! The presentation was so good that I forgot that I was fasting :) ... Iftar was so cool ... I came with the idea in my mind that I am going to accept ay food offered to me as long as it is Halal , I will try all flavours and all funny tastes. The surprise was that I REALLY liked everything ... Kekuchi sensei offered me a cup of mizui soup , I tried it and it was sooo good!!!
Finally , I did it before I died : I ate cheesecake :)..
And this is my empty dish ... yum yum yum
A student sang a Karoke song , with music and lyrics and everything !!! It was nice .. I want to sing karakoe sometime :)
Those cameras gave me a hard time, everytime I pass by them I feel like am gonna knock them.. I guess I have COS (Cameras obsession syndrome) I am going to write about my canon dream soon enshalla ..
Friday, August 28, 2009
في مدخل " الحمراء " كان لقاؤنا..
ما أطيب اللقيا بلا ميعاد
عينان سوداوان.. في حجريهما
تتوالد الأبعاد من أبعاد
هل أنت إسبانية؟ .. ساءلتها
قالت: وفي غرناطة ميلادي
غرناطة! وصحت قرون سبعة
في تينك العينين.. بعد رقاد
وأمية .. راياتها مرفوعة
وجيادها موصولة بجياد
ما أغرب التاريخ.. كيف أعادني
لحفيدة سمراء.. من أحفادي
وجه دمشقي .. رأيت خلاله
أجفان بلقيس .. وجيد سعاد
ورأيت منزلنا القديم .. وحجرة
كانت بها أمي تمد وسادي
والياسمينة، رصعت بنجومها
والبركة الذهبية الإنشاد
ودمشق .. أين تكون؟ قلت : ترينها
في شعرك المنساب نهر سواد
في وجهك العربي، في الثغر الذي
ما زال مختزنا شموس بلادي
في طيب " جنات العريف " ومائها
في الفل ، في الريحان، في الكباد
سارت معي .. والشعر يلهث خلفها
كسنابل تركت بغير حصاد
يتألق القرط الطويل بجيدها
مثل الشموع بليلة الميلاد
ومشيت مثل الطفل خلف دليلتي
وورائي التاريخ .. كوم رماد
الزخرفات أكاد أسمع نبضها
والزركشات على السقوف تنادي
قالت : هنا الحمراء .. زهو جدودنا
فأقرأ على جدرانها أمجادي
أمجادها!! ومسحت جرحا نازفا
ومسحت جرحا ثانيا بفؤادي
يا ليت وارثتي الجميلة أدركت
أن الذين عنتهم أجدادي
عانقت فيها عندما ودعتها
رجلا يسمى " طارق بن زياد "
Thursday, August 27, 2009
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Yesternight I watched "A Walk To Remember" before I went to bed ... Its one of the movies that remind me of my way of thinking in previous times ..
That was my exact idea about love when I was 15 ... in spite of that I enjoyed watching it a lot .. I loved the character of Mandy Moore , when a person believes in God in a way that makes him/her the person who takes the iniciative even with those whom he does not like .. you just take the inicitaive because you are strong being connected to the higher power .
I miss that about myself , Mom keeps telling me that a person should stick to the good behaviour regardless of how others do react ...
My best part when she tells him : How can you see places like this and live moments like these and not belief?.. Its like the wind , you cant see it but you can feel it.
Monday, August 24, 2009
Yesterday I finished watching the last episode of season 7 of Gilmore Girls , Godddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd I feel stupidly sad .. this happens to me everytime I finish watching a long series , I feel like I lost a bunch of friends ,, I am gonna miss them a lot ...
I am gonna miss Taylor Doose
Kirk in the living picture festival
Sookie and Jakcson
Thursday, August 20, 2009
I sat down on a sidewalk close to my faculty and it just hit me : I am not going to do this again until the first day of March .. its weird you know,,, I have been doing this for 2 years and a half now each and every morning .. Adel gives me my order of Coffee , light on sugar , well boiled , no foam , 2 brownies ..it happens automatically : I pick a chair (most likely one fixed chair for every semister) I read in a novel util I am done with the coffee , I write while eating the brownie ...
One big sigh before the mature Idea: We lose old routines so we can get new ones , new ones that come with new types of pleasure and nice moments.
And Adel : Thanks for being my Luke Danes :)
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
I liked this song for a moment before the idea hit me: Ever since Shereen got married she started singing songs that praises love and having "someone" in a persons life. When she was single she was ranting all the time and advicing people to avoid love because its a soul cruncher...
For me , I am wondering: what has really changed in me that makes me listen to the song , swing my head with the music but not give the damnest attention to the words assuming they are stupid?....
When I first saw the news I thought they were new 3G iPhones m but when I read I found out that they were only iPhone CASES that cost 1000$ !!! I am thinking , if I get one day to cut the emotional cord that ties me to my Sonyericsson 850i I might get an iPhone , maybe by then those cases would have lost there fame and 1000$ label ...
read here: http://news.cnet.com/8301-17938_105-10311897-1.html
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
The funny part that I am "Irritated"!!! Why? its no ones fault ... ahhhhh ... i am feed up , mad and irritated ... and I just wish that It would snow ...
I was done watching an episode from Gilmore Girls - season seven- and it ended with this cute song .. I was in tears .. I know I am stupid enough to worry about the lives of those whom I watch onTV but still : they are my friends I have no choice but to care!!!
I wish it snows .. my heart will be rinsed and white
This is a song I love from the musical Annie of the year 1982 when I needed 7 more years to be born.. I am using it to animate myself to feel enthusiastic about going tomorrow to the spanish embassy to request the visa .... Its weird you know , if someone told me a year ago that I was to reach this night and still be that cool about it then I would not have believed him ...
Anyway ... I am sure down down there at some point of my soul I am enthusiastic, after all its Spain!!!
Monday, August 17, 2009
Sunday, August 16, 2009
I am sad ... Iam so sad .. I am disappointed , my heart is broken and I wanna kick someone... I wanted to go to Moscow .. its not a simple eagerness to go to somewhere new , but its a long long deep relation back in my childhood that makes going to Moscow a lot like going home!!!!
I wanna go home ...
Thursday, August 13, 2009
I am amazed with how bad I did in my japanese exam!!! I keep getting worse everytime ... God how bad was it!!!! The more I study the more i get distracted and lose track of ideas .. at least the Kanji stuck!!
My heart was heavy today ... things are ending and I am leaving , kikcuhi sensei and the sensei are leaving too , JJLC is getting a new set of senseis and things seem horrible to me from this angel... GAaaaaaah .. I am not going to think about it , Aberrusan: anata ga suki desu あなた が すき です
Monday, August 10, 2009
In a day like this one many moons ago I came to the world. Everything was fresh and new that I was amazed for a long time. 20 years after that I realize that God's gift to me at all times was that I kept that look and the world is so so so amazing in my eyes for many years to go ... Happy Birthday Takwa-san ... I really love your company :)
Sunday, August 9, 2009
Thursday, August 6, 2009
We wait desperately for the elevator and when it comes (after ten minutes almost) a guy and his family push themselves before us and get into the elevator , we enter after them but the elevator does not move because of the overload. The guy says: Overload so Romeo says: Oh yeah overload .. and the rude guy gives romeo the look that says "you are fat , this is why the elevator is not moving" so romeo says with a smile: "tfaddal" and he points with his hand toward the door .. it was a bit awkward but when the guy turned red infront of his women he collected his scattered dignity and went out. I was happy .. for the dignity of fat people and especially for romeo , he is overcoming his problems I guess.
We arrived late , they gave us three seats in the VERY FIRST LINE ... I hurt my neck and the ةmovie -sadly- is a copy from Groundhog day. I hate it when an arabian production is jaust a translation of an old idea .. having Ahmad Helmi is awesome anyway because he is so talented that he deserves better production.
Good Crap though :)
I arrived to the embassy. Mays was there , we were so thrilled , everyone in the room felt that we were going to heaven ... the guy searches the papers searches and even more searches but the name ¨Takwa¨is not there ..... I call the wonderful dumb girl who works in the international relationship office knows nothing and says like a hero: takwa you leave now and I will call Moscow ....
Am I disappointed? It took me a long time to realize that I was!!!!!!!!!!!
Monday, August 3, 2009
When I woke up this morning I felt that I was holding 3 huge stones on my back. The first one: the trip to university administration to get the final word about erasmus scholarship. Second One: the driving test. Third one: having to go to my permenant job as a translator in Zara expo and talk to strangers about marvel cutting machines (what the hell!!). All what I was thinking about is 10 o/clock at night when I go back home and sleep and forget that all the things that were meant to happen have already happened.
Now its 4 o'clock I have already knew that I did not get the scholarship and I failed the exam. After 15 minutes I will be leaving to Zara expo and it does not feel that bad after all. I can still feel the cold sword going deep in my lungs when I think about it , but I tell myself: its 4 JDs per hour , 4 jds that might give me nice time around Moscow and Spain. If only I can learn to enjot things while living them and not after wards when I remember them.