Today was an amazing day. Recently all my university days are amazing because I have a clear intention to make them so , and of course because God is bringing great things my way all the time.
In this last year - my fifth year- I made a new friend, her name is Nusaibah. It does not feel that we have known each other only for this short time. It feels like we have been friends since for ever.
She is the kind of person who is a Gateway to many things beyond. She took me to the world of the Deanship -3amade- the place where I was never comfortable. Maybe because I was shy or simply too lazy to mingle with strangers who are different from the crowd. (Or at least they tend to be).
So today she FORCED me to sing infront of choir members. We were on the deanships stairs and she tricked me into starting to sing and then she brought them to listen. I was happy she did so. Its a great moment when your voice makes people smile, gaze , think and meditate. i have never tried giving those feelings to anybody because I have always sang alone or to soothe babies and make them sleep. I was not even sure that my voice had anything special.
But the choir guys (abd-rahman and noor) said that my voice shivers because it is not trained, but as soon as this isse is solved then I happen to have a good voice!!
I dont long to anything in this field, but I have only two thoughts.
One: It has taken me 5 years to get to the point where I am comfortable to sing infront of strangers! It took me long! Its a great soft simple experience , why was it soaked with so much complications? I dont know.
Two: I would like to sing one song on a stage before I die.
Just that , Peace.