Reverse Culture Shock

Today I came across this article.

http://www.cathyfeign.com/documents/article-reverse.htm

Its the type of articles that you read saying inside your head ''me too!!'' all the way along.

God how great to find that someone else has written such a thing. You know then that what you felt is so normal because apparently someone else had the same feelings and went through the same procedure. But most of all , I love those articles because they arrange the mess of ideas that I could not arrange inside my own head.

Its pretty funny you know, because this time I passed through this procedure in less than 24 hours -maybe less- and I went through all stages with the least amount of emotions. Its pretty weird though ,,, why did I get over Spain that easily this time , although I was depressed for whole 3 months the first time?

Is is possible that I was not satisfied there?

The First time I went to Jordan University ever since I came back , I was walking on the sidewalk and I thought to myself: "I am the happiest person on Earth'' , then I though to myself: "It has been so long since I last felt that" .... I used to repeat the phrase to myself , but I knew that I did not feel it.

Here , while I was walking on the ugly sidewalk where I have been a Zillion times before , I felt simply happy.

Maybe this is the thing with my life in Jordan. I do the same things everyday but It feels like the first time ALWAYS!!!!

I Love being back.