Daydreaming of Nipon...again

What is it with filthy words ? You feel like saying them to hurt those who hurt you but you end up feeling bad about your ownself.
Mom used to tell me - for many years now- that a person needs to be his ownself's best friend because every other kind of friends will leave us at some point. I used to think that she was a horrible person who never knew what was friendship all about.
Now I know what mum meant .. she meant that ultimate moment a person lives right before he/she falls asleep and has that vast feeling of lonliness and that no one in the entire world can fill that huge gap inside his soul.
Good friends are a good morning thing to have ... but for that moment nothing helps but hugging an old bear and praying to Allah that he may fill your heart with warmth that you never get to need people ever again.